Judy’s POV 

After dinner, I walked into the guest room, feeling relieved to have a bit of solitude. As much as I enjoy Spencer’s company and I’m glad to have a friend with me, it was also nice to be alone so I could gather all my thoughts. That pending sense of dread stayed with me, and it was messing with my wolf as well. I didn’t like how either of us was feeling in that moment, and I assumed it was because she was missing Gavin. 

I hated to admit that I was missing him, too. Having sex with him last night after being away from him his touch for a couple of months and not even being in his close proximity for a couple of weeks, it made me crave him in a way that I never craved another person before. 

My body remembered every touch, every scent, every taste of that man, and all I wanted was to wrap myself around him and never let go. 1 

I shouldn’t want him the way I do… not after how he spoke to me earlier and embarrassed me in front of Sampson. But I do want him… more than words could ever express. 

I was pathetic. 

It shouldn’t be this hard… if two people wanted to be together, then they should be together. But I was certain if Gavin truly wanted to be with me or if he was going to be with me out of obligation because he now knows that I’m pregnant. 2 Thated feeling like this, and I needed to distract myself or get some sleep before I drove myself crazy. 

I didn’t have a change of clothes or even pajamas to change into. I wasn’t really planning on going anywhere other than my little condo. 

I walked into the bathroom, surprised at how gorgeous it looked. I couldn’t believe that Spencer built this with his own two hands. I knew he did it by himself, too, because nobody other than his grandmother knew about this cabin. 

I turned on the shower, relishing in the warm steam that radiated around the bathroom. I let out a sigh of relief. This is exactly what I needed: a shower. 

it was 

I stripped out of my clothes, frowning when the sticky note fell to the floor once I unhooked my bra. I almost forgot there. I snatched it off the ground and glanced at them. Now that I was alone, I could analyze them a little more. My..er taught me how to read coordinates at a young age, and that skill became useful when I started training to be a gamma warrior. As I studied the coordinates, naked in the steam–filled bathroom, realized they sounded very familiar. Like I’ve seen these before. I tried to think back to when I saw these coordinates last, but my mind was a bit foggy. 

Furrowing my brows, I placed them on the counter and stepped into the shower. Maybe I just needed to clear my head a little more before I studied the coordinates again. 

The shower felt incredible. I used the shampoo and conditioner left in the shower, wondering who they belonged to, only briefly. They were the scent of roses, and it made me feel calm. I washed my hair, and then I washed my body. For a long while, I just stood under the hot stream of water, allowing it to soak over my body and soothe away the anxiety that lingered in the darkest corner of my soul. 

The coordinates flashed through my mind again as I closed my eyes. The memory of being picked up at the private airport when I first arrived in this region came to mind. I was picked up by Ron and Spencer. I sat in the back seat while they sat in the front seat. The GPS was on display on the car’s touch screen system, and I remembered watching the screen as we got closer to the pack. I remembered glancing at the coordinates once we arrived at the pack and realized that’s why I’ve seen them before. The coordinates on the sticky note were the coordinates of the pack. But why would he have that written down? Was he giving someone directions to the pack? 

I couldn’t think of a reason why he would have those coordinates written down, and my mind was whirling with anxiety. My wolf was uneasy about the situation, and I couldn’t blame her; it was strange. I stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around myself. 

I used 

the 

brush 

on the 

counter to 

back on, 

not 

to bothering 

put 

brush 

the rest 

out 

of my 

my clothes 

hair 

into and tie it 

messy 

bun 

on of 

top my 

head. I 

then 

put 

my 

bra 

and 

panties